Whats the worst thing you've been called?
[ pauses ]
… A “dirty, desperate, cock-loving whore”.
A, do you consider yourself a zombie?
Not at all.
it must feel weird now not having a clear cut purpose
A, why do so few care about your well being?
Because there’s not a person I’ve met that I’ve cared about the well being of, myself.
Almost everything A had done up to this very point - anything worth recalling, at least - had been done on purpose; yet, despite that, he had absolutely no control over it and the results it had produced.
So, as he wrapped brand-new bandages around the part of his arm that ached due to the slightly scabbed over, two-inch wound that was deep enough to need stitches, but had never received them, wondered if that fact alone or his very death had changed something in his thought process and/or common sense for the absolute worse.
Y took a little too long to respond, his tone changeless “I’m sorry.”
The hair was placed in tin and dropped into his backpack before that was thrown over his shoulder.
“You’re probably extremely busy. I’ll go.”
He watched the other in a haze that blended interest and disinterest together, one becoming the other, and found himself dissatisfied with the way how things were turning out.
He hadn’t proved anything, nor had the conversation led anywhere; it wasn’t satisfactory, especially since many things had gone unanswered.
A wanted answers.
He found himself leaving his place from the wall and walking toward him, not hurrying, but quick enough so that one step resonated in the sound of the other.
In one swift, fluid moment, he grabbed Y’s shoulder and pulled back with as much force as he could muster.
Senpai [ask-alternative] ‘s perfect, best A.
stupid andproud of how nice the hands and eyes came out so i’m a bit timid to go in with my markers and outline and color. So for now it’s just pencil.
Also I forgot whether or not their A had freckles and I probably fucked it up right there by throwing some on, ugh. why do i do things.
do you like to be tucked in at night little boy?
[ slowly leans forward ]
I think its time for little A's to get a bath and go to bed. This one's fussy.
[ whispers ]
you're cute but who else would want you?? you have to go to daddy BB!
[ narrows his eyes ]